The most beautiful thing that happened to me

People used to ask me to tell about most beautiful thing in my life and I used to reply them with blank face with my eyes looking like bulbs hanging in the electrical holder searching for something. These eyes of mine knew that they are searching something but what were they searching they also did not know.  May be they were searching serenity of a river or vastness of a sea or force of a waterfall or shade of a tree in scorching heat. They were having no idea until I met you and you are the most beautiful thing in my life.  For me you are like what a river is to a wanderer who has not tasted water since long time, for me you are like a streak of light in the darkest hour of night, for me you are that companion which one needs to have by his side for travelling through a journey called life.

You are the person who has given me strength, stood by my side in turbulent times, guided me when I cannot find the way, gave me solace when I was in panic, and loved me for who I am.  Marriage with you a year ago was just a formality completed so that a date can be given to this relationship but I don’t want to keep our love bound by dates, years or centuries. It is endless without any start and never coming to an end because our love is a universal truth.

I am grateful to you that you have come in my life and made a place in the deepest core of my heart. I am not the best but I will try to be the knight with a shining armour, all I would need would be support from you which you have always given me. And now people don’t ask me about the most beautiful thing because they can see and read it on my face and they get the answer that I have got the most beautiful gift of my life. Rather I would say that my whole life has become beautiful because a beauty like you has come into my life.

A tryst with Truth (Social Media)

It was a great day today. golden rays of sun caressed my hair and woke me up in the morning. it was just like the feeling in childhood when my mother used to wake me up by brushing her motherly hands on my forehead. I woke up and saw my phone and there is where my life started or rather ended. My phone showed a notification 24 unread messages from 5 conversations. Some of them said good morning and some had said good night at 4.00 am as it was a Saturday night. Some conversations had jokes on which I would want to puke but of course it was my own phone so I cannot do that. Then some conversation had filthy photograph cracking a joke and you would not even want to do anything out of such jokes and feel pity on those who created and furious for those who forwarded. Then there were messages which I can connect to like "abe ch****e kaisa hai?" and then last but not the least I had the message from love of my life.

For some of the conversations I replied and for some you know I tried not to puke. So I had started my life for the day on whatsapp. And this is how my day starts now as if I had to report status to my manager or to my wife (Hope she skips this line while reading). I think in next version they should add a feature of having food through it, I think that is only left now. I smile on it, I give a rose on it, I dance on it, I laugh on it, I sing on it, I do a hi-five on it, I pray on it, I beg on it, I punch on it, I cry on it, I sleep in it and what not. Sometimes I feel that if I had to al these things in real world, will I be able to fake it or am I faking it on whatsapp. Well that is a thing to find out.

Now days I think that will my spine be the same way, will I ever be able to see straight and walk. I have heard that there are separate pathways for smartphone users in some countries. So gone are the days when separate cycle-way had to be made or in India those ‘pathway for cycle’ days never came. Coming back to my spine for those who know me was never straight and I had to bear the brunt as now I rarely see straight and walk. There is a calling feature on phone which I don’t know people remember but I usually forget because ages pass and I don’t call people although I might be pinging them every day on whatsapp but I still feel that I have increased the distance with them, I have forgot they laughed I just remember their smiley.

We as a human had evolved from talking nothing to talking so many languages. We are going advanced now, we will be like inhabitants of “PK’s Gola”, we will be able to touch each other and express ourselves because we will lose our ability to talk, our emotions will die down, our feelings will fade away since we have started expressing sorrow and protest on social media and when asked to go and vote for the same cause it is painful exercise for us. Swachta abhiyan was a big success at least I can see on facebook but somehow I find the results missing on road. You might find discontinuity at some places in this piece but that was due to intermittent pings on whatsapp. I know that after knowing all this truth I will not stop using all these things as I am an ardent user of social media and whatsapp and I will be passing on the links of this blog through social media but this is what I feel about it. Signing off for today. See you next time.

Note: There is no proapaganda against any social media as I myself is a big user of these things.

CONVERSATION

   I finally was able to talk to myself. Yes to myself. I thought I would share some excerpts of my conversation to you.

Me:  (Frightened),Yes it is knocking the door. I am trying to open it. Alas why the door is not opening - door used to work fine, it used to open in a click.

Myself:  (Sarcastically),Ah you are not giving your efforts my dear brother.

Me: Hmm. That might be the case, (Pretending), I fear because I don't know who is knocking the door.

Myself: Do not kid around. He is not a stranger, You have been anticipating him since a long time. You know him. He has been a companion of yours who has no ambitions other destroying you.

Me: Come on, Don't talk foul, why would I wait for a person who is trying to destroy me.

Myself: (Smiling or rather laughing), You know what? you have not done your karma right, You are not doing what you want to do.

Me: To tell you, I do not want to do anything, I just want lie down, take rest, enjoy life. I do not want to take part in this so called race of life, I do not want to run, Let people win - (a sigh of relief) - let them call me a loser.

Myself: Oh dear, So you want to do all this, I mean do nothing but still in the morning you get up and start runnng, that is ridicuuuuuuuulllouuuuus.

Me: Smiling, Yeah it sounds same to me.

Myself: My dear friend I want to tell you something, please do not have desires - it leads to grief, destruction, devastation, suffocation.

Me: Oh see, who is trying to teach me. Please keep your teaching to yourself. (A long silence and eyes closed) I am trying to tell you the same that I am not able to teach myself.

Myself: (Grinning), Again like previous talks this is going nowhere. There seems to be no end, Go to Sleep you bloody. Lets see a new tomorrow.

जाम और कलम मे इक रिश्ता सा लगता है 

ए साकी तु मुझे इक फरिश्ता सा लगता है 

अब तो मेरे मेरे हाथ मे भी जाम है 

ए कलम मुझे तुझसे कुछ बाबस्ता सा लगता है 

FRIENDS ARE NECESSARY

            It has been a good long time since I wrote anything. There were urges to write but dont know what is there inside me that I was not writing, I mean I think at this moment why am I not writing. Today I cannot stop myself, my urges overtook my all laziness or indecisiveness or whatever you say and I am here writing something.

        One big thing I would like to tell is that I wrote it and gave the aforesaid title because I am short of friends near me. Now I was not able to take inside me, I needed some channel through which I can vent it out and I have always been saying literature is your best friend. 

      Quite an irony it is when you have friends living by your side and say to do this and not to do that then we do not feel good. Now I don't have anybody with me, I have all the freedom in the world to do anything without asking anybody but I dont want to do it.

     One of my friends that day asked me, you miss them dont you, I had no answer I just had a fake smile on my face, real tears in my eyes and strong thought in my mind that here you go man you can also miss people dont pretend to not do so. It is pretty easy to say Caravan moves on people get added it and some leave it but it becomes tougher when you realise that you cannot replace a person with another. 

  I do not want to do anything and just write, I feel this is the way to live it. I want to write about each moment happening to me, Although after people have eloped from my life and darkness has set in nothing much is happening. Please do not take it as a pessimistic writeup, I am a pretty big optimist and my friends know it but it is just that it happens to you sometimes. I just wanted to tell you that most of us have to face it and there will be times when void spaces will be there. Perhaps then it is the time to move on.

Break up :(

well after two blogs which were depressing and political and i know many people do not have any interest in politics. Now you must be thinking politics was less depressing than break up (if you have gone through it).Well before break up I wanted to go through the journey of love. What is love? According to oxford dictionary love is an intense feeling of deep affection and great interest in something or someone. But what I guess is that while I am writing this blog really I am not having any words to describe it. really it is an awesome feeling . really yaar its just a great feeling, your life changes.
You travel through ups and downs of life during love. well I wanted to say I do not think that break up is a depressing word. What do you think of? A very great philosopher said that “true love starts when nothing is looked for in return”. So if you are a true lover then praise break up also .you must be thinking that I have gone mad but what I want to say is that why to live in illusion when you have the option to cut it out.
Please do not think that I am encouraging everyone for break up. I just want to say that please do not make love a burden. It is a gift given by god. If you are not in true love you will feel that you were in a mess. I used to believe in first sight love and still I do in spite of the fact that mostly first sight love is infatuation. Please do not go for love on basis of appearance. It is my request. Somethings are ought to be attained with patience. Look for the better part of break up. Understand each other better. Make sure that this is the person you are looking for and bells must be ringing for the person in your heart .
Well after a long lesson I am just sorry if I have offended any body. Please forgive me it was just overflow of emotions. Do not take it otherwise 

Section 11A of Aircraft Act, 1934

Hello everybody.By seeing the title u must be thinking that I am a law student but to tell u I am not a student of law and i am not telling you about the fundamentals of INDIAN constitution.I just wanted to tell you that there was a violation of "Section 11A of Aircraft Act, 1934" which states that the aircraft organisation have to abide by the rules given by BCAS (Bureau Of Civil Aviation Security) and in its guidelines BCAS has stated that vip's/vvip's are exempted from security checks or frisking.

Well you must be thinking that am I a vip.ha ofcourse not.but our former president Mr.A.P.J. Abdul Kalam is a vvip and he was frisked and even asked to remove his shoes at IGI antional airport in New Delhi by security personnels of Continental Airlines(An U.S. based airlines).It was the boss of the airlines who made it necessary to be checked.Although you must be thinking that everyday many laws are broken why this in particular?because Mr. kalam is a role model for many of us and especially the student community.He represents INDIAN scientist community and frisking him is a fall of national pride .

Well it was a law which was broken in INDIA and it is not made internationally.There are greater offences than this one when we go in past .When George Fernandes was in ministry in NDA regime then he had to go security check in America when he was on an official visit there where as it is clearly stated that any minister from any country is exempted from security checks then why was it performed .It is not only one instance .Pranab mukherjee was coming back from France to India then also he has to go through security checks which is again unforgivable.I am great supporter for equality but then equality must not only be on papers it must be implemented.Checking our role models and people representing a country in name of the security is not permissible and even when it has been stated clearly.

Coming back to India a FIR has been registered against the employees concerned but i guess it will not do because they were only the people following orders the issue has to be taken to all the aircraft organisations and clear directives must be given to them and it must be cleared that if there is exemption then it must be applied for all and if there is not then everybody must be checked even a minister from any other country(but atithi devo bhava) .Security checks must be upgraded but not only for publicising it some concrete steps are to be followed other than just checking vvip's.

Is uncle "SAM"behind "TERRORISM"????

It is my debut in blogs and i was thinking to do it long time ago but cannot.Now I have started it ,then I thought on what thing should I start. To tell u when I was thinking about this,in front of me the times of india home page was open and some clip of respected Manmohan Singhji and Mr. Ahmad Raja Gilani was open in which they were talking to each other in NAM summit.straightaway I thought that I will write on most important and dreadful and horrifying problem we are facing (I guess more than Global Warming) and that is TERRORISM.

It has been blamed that Pakistan or other countries in central Asia have initiated Terrorism but is that true ???I do not think so...These countries are all the scapegoats..then who is the master???yes absolutely correct ..it is uncle SAM.I am just not not crapping here ,I am telling u the truth.Pakistani author Ahmad Rashid in his book states that in 1986 when Soviet Union was in war with western countries especially U.S. then the inititation of organised militancy was done.

In this book it has been stated that in 1986 U.S.'s Central Intelligence Agency(CIA), Britain's M16 and Pakistan's InterServices Agency(ISI) planned to launch mujahideen attacks in Soviet Union and most of the funding was sponsored by uncle SAM.Now the question is that why are they afraid of aftermaths of the things they have done ???you have to be brave enough to face the things you have done .Now the twin tower attacks triggered their adrenaline and they started attacking here and there creating more terrorists then stopping them.There had been excessive killing in these in 8 years andits not acceptable and its just not only about stopping terrorism.its also about playing the oil game and winning it too.really hats off to uncle SAM and I am also still suspicious that was twin tower attack really act of Terrorism or it was game played by the clever mind of uncle SAM.You never know because when they create moon on earth then it can also be done.

These things have to be thought about and or the solutions have to be sorted out otherwise towers were in their own country then it can happen to any other.I am not blaming only one country but we should be ready for stopping it....