CONVERSATION

   I finally was able to talk to myself. Yes to myself. I thought I would share some excerpts of my conversation to you.

Me:  (Frightened),Yes it is knocking the door. I am trying to open it. Alas why the door is not opening - door used to work fine, it used to open in a click.

Myself:  (Sarcastically),Ah you are not giving your efforts my dear brother.

Me: Hmm. That might be the case, (Pretending), I fear because I don't know who is knocking the door.

Myself: Do not kid around. He is not a stranger, You have been anticipating him since a long time. You know him. He has been a companion of yours who has no ambitions other destroying you.

Me: Come on, Don't talk foul, why would I wait for a person who is trying to destroy me.

Myself: (Smiling or rather laughing), You know what? you have not done your karma right, You are not doing what you want to do.

Me: To tell you, I do not want to do anything, I just want lie down, take rest, enjoy life. I do not want to take part in this so called race of life, I do not want to run, Let people win - (a sigh of relief) - let them call me a loser.

Myself: Oh dear, So you want to do all this, I mean do nothing but still in the morning you get up and start runnng, that is ridicuuuuuuuulllouuuuus.

Me: Smiling, Yeah it sounds same to me.

Myself: My dear friend I want to tell you something, please do not have desires - it leads to grief, destruction, devastation, suffocation.

Me: Oh see, who is trying to teach me. Please keep your teaching to yourself. (A long silence and eyes closed) I am trying to tell you the same that I am not able to teach myself.

Myself: (Grinning), Again like previous talks this is going nowhere. There seems to be no end, Go to Sleep you bloody. Lets see a new tomorrow.

जाम और कलम मे इक रिश्ता सा लगता है 

ए साकी तु मुझे इक फरिश्ता सा लगता है 

अब तो मेरे मेरे हाथ मे भी जाम है 

ए कलम मुझे तुझसे कुछ बाबस्ता सा लगता है