FRIENDS ARE NECESSARY

            It has been a good long time since I wrote anything. There were urges to write but dont know what is there inside me that I was not writing, I mean I think at this moment why am I not writing. Today I cannot stop myself, my urges overtook my all laziness or indecisiveness or whatever you say and I am here writing something.

        One big thing I would like to tell is that I wrote it and gave the aforesaid title because I am short of friends near me. Now I was not able to take inside me, I needed some channel through which I can vent it out and I have always been saying literature is your best friend. 

      Quite an irony it is when you have friends living by your side and say to do this and not to do that then we do not feel good. Now I don't have anybody with me, I have all the freedom in the world to do anything without asking anybody but I dont want to do it.

     One of my friends that day asked me, you miss them dont you, I had no answer I just had a fake smile on my face, real tears in my eyes and strong thought in my mind that here you go man you can also miss people dont pretend to not do so. It is pretty easy to say Caravan moves on people get added it and some leave it but it becomes tougher when you realise that you cannot replace a person with another. 

  I do not want to do anything and just write, I feel this is the way to live it. I want to write about each moment happening to me, Although after people have eloped from my life and darkness has set in nothing much is happening. Please do not take it as a pessimistic writeup, I am a pretty big optimist and my friends know it but it is just that it happens to you sometimes. I just wanted to tell you that most of us have to face it and there will be times when void spaces will be there. Perhaps then it is the time to move on.